Well, now I know why you're single.
November 2010
64 posts
I wish that I wasn't so shy. I wish that I could march right up to you and tell you that I don't just want to be your best friend, I want to be more. I wish that I could take amazing pictures, and dedicate them to you because it's because of you that I see the world like this. I wish I could eat Twix Oreo cheescake and lasagna everyday. I wish that you weren't so far away from me as you are now. I wish that I can have the courage to stand up for what I know to be right always. I wish that someday, when I look back at my life, I'd laugh a lot more and realize that I was making a comedy instead of a tradgedy. I wish that I can look back and forget my regrets, because regrets aren't worth plaguing my mind. I wish that I could stop being so jealous of you all the time, because I think you are everything I want to be and want to have. I wish I can realize that everything I've got right now is okay, and instant gratification will not satisfy me. I wish that I can tell you that I love you. I wish that I can tell you that you are more amazing than you will ever know. I wish Harry Potter didn't have to end. I wish that Facebook didn't take up so much of my time. I wish that I could stop procastinating on homework. I wish I can go make my school raise enough supplies to make Christmas Hampers. I wish that I didn't have such a hard time sleeping. I wish I could do more for other people. I wish I was more selfless. I wish that I could think of myself as beautiful without any makeup. I wish to stop being jealous of my sister because she gets the only decent guy I've ever met. I wish to stop world hunger. I wish that I could adopt a baby. I wish that I could stop crying about things that aren't even real. I wish that I could stop daydreaming so much. I wish that I could make a time machine. I wish I could stop overexaggerating my life. I wish I could stop saying "it was so funny" because it wasn't. I wish that my family knows how much I care about them, even when I contradict what I just said sometimes. I wish that people would stop swearing. I wish that smiles are needed more than currency. I wish that you would stop bringing down other people, because you are so smart, and just amazing. I wish that you realize that now that you're pregnant, you can't do the same things that you used to. I wish that I could just sleep for one hour everyday so that I can do something else productive with my life. I wish that I had you, whoever you are. I wish I could finally solve this puzzle. I wish I could jump, fearless, into the unknowns of life. I wish that others could realize that size doesn't really matter, so that I could believe it for myself. I wish that I can do something to make everyone's lives easier. I wish that I can be as smart as everyone believes I am. I wish to be an Ultrasound technician like my parents want me to be. I wish I was more independent. I wish I wasn't such a pushover.
And these will remain as wishes unless I do something about it.
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TWIX OREO CHEESCAKE?! Say what, now?!
"Yes, perfection does exist. It exists with you."
"Sounds of laughter shades of life are ringing through my open ears, exciting and inviting me. Limitless undying love which shines around me like a million suns. It calls me on and on across the universe." -The Beatles
It's sweet when someone remembers every little detail about you. Not because you keep reminding them but because they pay attention.
Fall.
Took a walk,
Me and you
Yesterday afternoon
I was cold,
so you held me close.
Then you took your jacket off.
We watched as the leaves,
They fluttered
Just like what my heart was doing.
Oh, Oh, Oh,
I guess this isn’t good.
Oh, Oh, Oh.
I promised that I never would.
Oh Oh Oh.
I’m falling falling, falling
And I’ve got nothing under
I’m breakin’ breakin, breakin’
At the seams that I’ve sewn together tightly
"It only takes three words, Dad. I. Forgive. You." -One Tree Hill
Happy Birthday to me :)
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I JUST WANT TO FALL ASLEEP! But homework is the wall between me and my bed.
-RYAN REYNOLDS IS THE GREEN LANTERN?! *Faints from too much hotness coming at her all at once*
We are young! We are young! We drink and we fight and we love just because we are dumb.We’re on the run and you're never gonna chase us down. We are young!
"It is a known fact that if you don't care enough about what you are fighting for, you are less likely to win that battle." -Perfect Shot
"Knowing others is intelligence; knowing yourself is true wisdom. mastering others is strength; mastering yourself is true power." -Forever Strong
"What is it about silence that makes people uneasy? why do people feel comfortable when they are filling the air with words?" -Tuesdays with Morrie
“Only a life lived for others is worth living”-Albert Einstein
Facebook for my amusement.
Oh Facebook, how you amuse me so.
“ 'When they finally saw him, why he hadn’t done any of those things . . . Atticus, he was real nice. . . .' 'Most people are, Scout, when you finally see them. ' ” -To Kill a Mockingbird
"A person is a person no matter how small."
"Of all the hardships a person had to face, none was more punishing than the simple act of waiting."-Thousand Splendid Suns
In order to be irreplaceable one must always be different" -Coco Chanel
"I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work." -Thomas Edison
"Genius is one percent inspiration and ninety-nine percent perspiration. " -Thomas Edison
